I'm going to feel like an ass for writing this when i wake up tomorrow, but here we go.. i'm not really used to this..
-incoming wall of text-

I feel like a machine, a computer, a hollow shell, when i comes to art, and emotions.
I feel like i fabricate everything i make, without feeling or passion, i love art, of course, it's fun to make and i'd love to make a career out of it.

But things i make are.. without emotion, so to speak, i always think "logical", and that's bad, i have a hard time being actually random or showing emotions.
That's also why i'm having a hard time writing this journal, although probably only a few people will ever read this, if any at all, let alone care about it.
Of course there's my friends, whom my life would be empty without, i love all of you, really .
It feels like a weakness opening myself up like this, especially to them(i dont really care what the rest of the world things), while there's nothing to fear.
(getting pretty emo here arent we?)
I'l be practicing on being less methodical and strict on my art

Right now i'm very busy, i have to finish my portfolio website, my internship report, and an emergency assignment for a friend (getting there....) so i'm kind of stressed out... i wish i was done with the whole school things so i could spend some time with the people who matter.

Friends..again :
Marty: *hug* cheers man, we should go to some event together again, good times.. ^^
Midi and Bel: We should go out again.., with more people next time. *dance*
Tirz, Manno, Roos, Isa: You people still alive? Q_Q *huge hug*
Hunsrus, Smeck, Mownage, MPC, Dr.stench, 2much coffeeman: Giggedy, you guys are awesome.
Molly: Not technically a friend yet, but we should hang out or game sometime, that'd be fun
Raygon: *hug*
Anyone who i forgot: Sorry.. i'm just tired.. No hard feelings kk?

If you have the time to spare, please react with something that really annoys you about me. i'm trying to.. improve myself.

Thank you for reading,
Arkhar.

(wow, what a relief, this feels so much better )