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My cyborg heart.

Fri Nov 13, 2009, 5:37 PM
I'm going to feel like an ass for writing this when i wake up tomorrow, but here we go.. i'm not really used to this..
-incoming wall of text-

I feel like a machine, a computer, a hollow shell, when i comes to art, and emotions.
I feel like i fabricate everything i make, without feeling or passion, i love art, of course, it's fun to make and i'd love to make a career out of it.

But things i make are.. without emotion, so to speak, i always think "logical", and that's bad, i have a hard time being actually random or showing emotions.
That's also why i'm having a hard time writing this journal, although probably only a few people will ever read this, if any at all, let alone care about it.
Of course there's my friends, whom my life would be empty without, i love all of you, really :).
It feels like a weakness opening myself up like this, especially to them(i dont really care what the rest of the world things), while there's nothing to fear.
(getting pretty emo here arent we?)
I'l be practicing on being less methodical and strict on my art :)

Right now i'm very busy, i have to finish my portfolio website, my internship report, and an emergency assignment for a friend (getting there....) so i'm kind of stressed out... i wish i was done with the whole school things so i could spend some time with the people who matter.

Friends..again :
Marty: *hug* cheers man, we should go to some event together again, good times.. ^^
Midi and Bel: We should go out again.., with more people next time. *dance*
Tirz, Manno, Roos, Isa: You people still alive? Q_Q *huge hug*
Hunsrus, Smeck, Mownage, MPC, Dr.stench, 2much coffeeman: Giggedy, you guys are awesome.
Molly: Not technically a friend yet, but we should hang out or game sometime, that'd be fun :)
Raygon: *hug*
Anyone who i forgot: Sorry.. i'm just tired.. No hard feelings kk?

If you have the time to spare, please react with something that really annoys you about me. i'm trying to.. improve myself.

Thank you for reading,
Arkhar.

(wow, what a relief, this feels so much better :) )

  • Mood: Lonely
  • Listening to: The Prodigy
  • Watching: Good bye lenin
  • Playing: Borderlands

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Devious Info

  • Current Residence: Amsterdam
  • Interests: Games, Parkour, Drawing, making games/levels, snowboarding, lulz
  • Favourite movie: V for Vendetta, kill bill, the cube series.
  • Favourite band or musician: http://www.ocremix.org
  • Favourite genre of music: metal, dance, electronic, trance, hardcore, gameboy pop, and much more
  • Operating System: Windows XP
  • MP3 player of choice: iPod nano
  • Shell of choice: Dos?
  • Favourite game: UT2004, UT3, Asassin's Creed, Okami, Myst series.. more..
  • Favourite gaming platform: FPS/puzzle/RPG
  • Favourite cartoon character: cant decide
  • Personal Quote: You only live once :D (so make it worth living for)
  • Tools of the Trade: pencil, computer, tablet

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:iconelisabeththornbrooke:
Hey hey, long time no speak, hoe is ie?
Tja je zult ook al wel het èèn en ander hebben meegekregen, maar ja, zo loopt het nou eenmaal. Ga je ook nog naar MWF? zou wel leuk zijn, mekaar daar weer treffen.

Groetjes Lieke

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Live life to the fullest, you only get one chance to do so.
:iconarkhar:
Gaat oke, bezig met een boel zooi af te krijgen.
Ik ga graag mee naar MWF, wanneer is het? :D moet nog wel iets aan m'n costuum doen.
:iconelisabeththornbrooke:
You can run, but when I'm on a mission, I ALWAYS find my target.
:iconmollycarroll:
Sup Nathan. Remember me from the open day at Streamline Studios?

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If I could enter my imagination, I wouldn't come back alive.
:iconarkhar:
Of course Molly, how could i forget?
You have to tell me where those stores are, and if you just happen know a place where i can get some little gear that'd be awesome X3 but i'm not counting on that one XD
:iconmollycarroll:
Henks, Gojoker and Com-X are the best places I've found. You can probably find their adresses online. I bought my goggles at a shop called 'De Mask.' If you walk from Henks to Gojoker, You'll see it.

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If I could enter my imagination, I wouldn't come back alive.
:iconarkhar:
Awesome, thanks :D i think i'l just buy some welding goggles from the praxis though.
:iconnul34r-j0nn4y:
Decided to say hello. XD

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:iconbatsiaan:
Woot woot woot woot woot woot woot woot woot woot woot woot woot woot woot
:iconkoel-art:
Lol grappig lijstje:P haha

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